Memories. Love. Friends.
Heyy! :D long time never tumblrrrrrrrrrrrr!
So, memories have been clouding up my mind recently. I have no idea why. Memories of my past lover. Maybe I just miss the memories I had with you or maybe I’m just learning how to let go. I dont know. Even though we ended abruptly, I didn’t regret it because for a moment of time there, you were everything i needed :) Im glad you were a part of my life.
I’ve found someone new :) someone who really loves me deeply. and in addition to that, HOT! xD so hot. your good looks are a bonus. A big bonus. I love this person too, deeply. I’ve fallen for people before, but never this deep. I just can’t figure out this feeling I’m feeling. the way you look at me in the eyes, the way you talk to me, your voice, your eyes, just make me melt with every second that passes. I have a feeling this relationship is going to last, hopefully.
My love life has been going quite well now, but for my world of friends? I dont know. There’s very few I can trust … 2 in fact, 2 only; Azyan and Nabeelah. I feel that I can tell them anything and they would understand. I dont know what happened to all my other friends.. or are they even my friends? hmm. I guess now, the people who I can really call my REAL friends are azyan and nabeelah. I feel like the others are being hypocritical. Indeed, I’ve neglected some people but I like to mix around. You can’t expect me to be with you everytime. And sometimes, i feel like I can’t be straightforward and honest with you because you’ll get emotional over everything i say.
Oh yeah. And Nabeelah is officially a Nayaholic. haha. Now, she’s addicted to Glee! WOOHOO! every now and then, me, her and azyan will have this Gleeathon in school where we watch Glee from the end of lessons to around 6.30. its awesome :D
Yeah. Thats kinda all :)
Shall tumblr sooooooooooooooooooooooon!
Love,
Shalz
